I had a sex dream of my ex wife the other night.  Funnily enough, it did not involve us having sex with each other.  It was kind of funny in a way because dreams aren’t linear and at one point I was falling asleep and the next I have a hazy image of a man’s head being shoved firmly into my ex wife’s cunt while she was bobbing her head down, ferociously, on his cartoonishly large cock.  

Although I never got a picture of his face in the dream I knew who it was, it was the man she first cheated on me with, her co-worker.  In my dream they were giving mutual oral gratification at their place of work like nothing was out of the ordinary and it was just what you do there.  This also was fitting because this is where they were fucking, at work, but it was after everyone had gone home.

There were actually a lot of items my brain pulled from the depths of memory that I hadn’t really thought of in a while.  That isn’t to say I pushed it out of my memory, just that it wasn’t at the forefront.  I’ve actually masturbated to these details and thoughts many, many times and they’ve provided some of the best orgasms I’ve ever had.  It’s just that my mind has been preoccupied with sucking dick lately that I haven’t had to go back to this in some time.

For starters, he is a sexual predator that preys on insecure women and charms them into believing he only has eyes for them, when in fact he’s doing the same thing to at least two or three other women and hiding it all from his wife.  Can you imagine being one of these women, having a muted attractiveness but overall on the quiet side and this man comes along and talks to you like you’re the only woman in the world?  He’s even got a wife he talks about and how graphic he gets in regards to their sexual exploits.

“We fucked last night on the living room floor.  Couldn’t get enough of each other.  I fucked her so good she came and was so tired she couldn’t move, just laid there in both of our juices soaking it up on the rug.  Her tits and ass bare to the room.”

Would it give these women a tingle to know that this provocative man wanted them.  This man who was married and always seemed marred in calamity with one of his past women.  An ex wife with whom he had two daughters, something he could try and be sympathetic with the ladies that he’s a father of girls.  A current wife whom he shares their sexual escapades about during raunchy breaktime anecdotes, only to feel his co-workers up once everyone is gone.

But, for my purposes, he’s perfect for what I need him for, which is merely a dick and a tongue.  My ex wife always talked about how amazing this man was at cunnilingus.  She said he was incredible and boasted about it often to anyone who would listen.  He would always start her off like this too, some teasing of the clothes before pulling off her panties and getting on his knees while she sat on the desk and spread her legs.  She would drop her thighs on his shoulders and he would slip his tongue into her and she would melt.

There was one time when he was down between her legs with his tongue working her over that he brought her to such a powerful orgasm that she squirted.  She said she had never done that before and it felt like she had pissed and was extremely embarrassed.  Her coworker told her he loved it.  She said she hated it, not only because it felt like she peed all over him but that she completely lost control of her body.  Her midsection shook and her legs spasmed so hard that her muscles were sore after the orgasm had died off, as if she did a full body workout and she couldn’t move.  She got the “lying in her juices soaking it up, bare tits and ass to the room” treatment.

So, in my dream, he was giving her what she liked best about him and she was doing what I wanted her to do.  My ex wife was never one to give blowjobs.  The few times she did give them she was terrible at them, using way too much teeth and it was actually painful.  I believe she did it on purpose because she didn’t want to give blowjobs, and I remember once she basically said as much.  But, my main source of sexual gratification while thinking of my ex wife and her co-worker fucking was thinking of my ex wife as being an unabashed whore.  Not in the negative sense where I’m calling her a name but simply a sexually promiscuous woman who had no shame.

This is why I’d imagined her giving an enthusiastic blowjob to a very large cock, because she would have never given an enthusiastic blowjob and the large cock is just there because a big one is better than a small one.  Her co-worker possessed, for as far as I was told, a completely average dick.  I want to say that I remember her saying it was smaller than mine, but I think I would just be doing that out of self preservation and not out of reality so I won’t say that it's true at all.

My dream consisted of me being in their place of work, not really remembering what it looked like so the place looked very generic and non specific.  He had his face in her cunt, her cheeks spread as he laid on his back and his body arched up unnaturally to be suctioned against her cunt.  Her, on her knees with her ass in the air and her head bobbing up and down swiftly, like a woman from a porno scene on a massive cock.  She would go all the way down to the floor to take the entire length of the cock into her mouth and then pull back up until her lips only were kissing the tip.

As far as I can remember this is the only thing that happened.  It was the only scene I remember seeing but there is something sticking in the back of my mind of there being more.  The two of them having sex together and her taking shots of his cum either in her mouth or in her cunt.  My stroke fantasies were all over the place when I used to think about them together more frequently.  I’d imagine her getting pregnant by him and her being his pregnant slut.  There was one fantasy I had where she was hypnotized by him and he could make her do whatever he wanted, and he made her do every depraved thing he could think of, often at work behind closed doors for some seedy fun.

The thing that’s weird is that I don’t know why this dream happened.  It’s completely out of the blue because I haven’t thought of her that way lately.  I’m thinking of meeting with an escort and having sex for money or I’ve had my mind swimming with ideas of a secret stroke buddy or even being a femme sissy and used as a fuck doll.  None of this is anywhere in the realm of where my head was at when I used to think of my ex wife cuckolding me with her co-worker.  

I considered it cuckolding and not hot-wifing because it started out as a cuckold thing.  She was fucking him behind my back for months before she told me.  There is a fun fantasy I like to play out, it involves them staying in a hotel together after a work function.  It’s semi-true because that was the plan except she couldn’t build up the nerve to go to his room because her co-workers might have noticed and she would have had to tell me she was going to stay at a hotel and not come home that night and she wasn’t confident in her ability to lie.  So I would jerk off thinking of how their first night in a hotel room would have gone with him fucking her in a bed rather than in on an office desk and chair.  

I’ll probably write out the history of how this all played out at some point.  I had it on my other blog before it exploded into a million pieces across the internet.  It’s a fun origin story of my way of thinking and what turns me on and a first step of how I got to where I am.  But for now I’ll just say she eventually told me and I told her to keep fucking him as long as she told me about it.  That is much more of a hot wife than a cuckold but I’m not sure she would have stopped if I told her too.  She ended up fucking other men with my permission, again more of a hot wife than a cuckold but the more she fucked other men the less she fucked me.  It got to the point where she would fuck other men and then give me a lazy handjob while I almost begged for details about it.  If that's not cuckold behavior I don’t know what is.

That dream has stayed with me for a couple of days now.  I’m not sure why it happened although I’m glad it did.  I love having sex dreams and especially when they’re about something I find very hot and have cum too many, many times.  Hopefully the next one will have a bit more substance to it, or at least I’ll be able to remember more of it than my ex wife getting her pussy licked while she deepthroats a cock.  

I love sex dreams.