This isn’t going to be long because I have to run in about 15 minutes, but I wanted to write a little something while still working from home.  I masturbated in the shower to a fun little thought of my ex wife walking in and telling me to start stroking.  Of course I would immediately do it.  The best part of it was when I had imagined her talking in a controlling, superior, yet dismissive manner.

“Let me in,” she would say after knocking on the locked door.  

I’d reach out of the shower, the curtain pulled tight, to unlock it and wondering why she needed to come in.  The hint of urgency in her voice made me think she had to use the bathroom.  The door opened and I ducked back behind the curtain, listening to her close and lock the door behind herself.

“Stroke your penis for me,” she would say after pulling the shower curtain back, and I would begin to do so immediately without a second thought.

At some point she would ask me if I wanted to see her in her bra and panties.

“You would ejaculate right away if I stood here in my bra and panties, wouldn’t you?  What if I just showed you my panties?  Or my bra?  Would that make you cum?”

I was so close to cumming thinking of this scenario that I turned around and faced the shower and pumped myself hard and fast while whimpering.  It wasn’t the thought of her being in the bathroom but what I imagined that she would say for me to do it for her.  I’d imagine she would point that out while I was stroking.

“You like it when I tell you to jerk off, don’t you?  And not just that I’m telling you to stroke your little penis, but that I’m telling you to do it for me.”

I’d be made to respond as well, whimpering a needy, “uh huh, yes.  I do.”

I never ended up posting this the day I wrote it, and reading back its a little confusing but I like the overall idea of it because when I did actually jerk off in the shower thinking of the scene happening when I finally ejaculated it felt so fucking amazing.  It was very hot and I wanted it to happen so badly.  I only wished I had a pair of her panties to put over my face while stroking.  

I’ve continued stroking to pictures of my ex wife over the past little while.  I’ve split it up with porn videos on various websites but usually split it up with her.  The video of her foot bobbing up and down out of her ballet flat usually gets a big burst of energy from me as well.  The thought of fucking her foot/shoe hole is very arousing.

I need to sit down at some point and write a short story about her.  Either the shower thing or a foot thing.  Something.  I have so many ideas pop in and out of my head I need to try to write them down so I don’t forget them.  I had a good one the other day but I’m failing to remember exactly what it was.  Either way, it involved me being a simp for my ex-wife.