Most of my posts recently have been about my ex-wife and although sometimes it might seem a bit boring and to drag on a bit, I’m honestly still quite turned on by it. We still see each other regularly and I’ve found a new appreciation for wanting to fuck her. Well, I want to fuck her and lick her cunt. More than anything I think I just want to climb down between her legs and taste her cunt. It might be the panty sniffing that has went deep into my head on that, I don’t know why else I would be so cunt-obsessed with her.
Just the thought of it is getting me hard. The other day I got out of the shower in the morning and sat, naked, on the edge of the bathtub. I was thinking of my ex-wife in the shower and wanted to see how long it would take for me to get hard just sitting there thinking about her as I Looked down at my shrunken dick. It was at its most shriveled, where it’s basically just the head tight up against me.
I sat there with my legs spread staring down at my little dick and started to imagine her. At first it was just generic pictures of her running through my head, but then I went to my favorite, her sucking on a huge black cock. The same black cock she told me about when we were married. The same black cock that she said was at least twice the size of mine and that she loved holding in her hand. The same black cock that she said she doesn’t mind sucking on and that she loves playing with the guys balls.
My dick got hard from picturing her delicate featured face going down hard on a mammoth black cock. She was gagging on it in my mind, making those porn sounds where the cock is bouncing against the back of her throat. She’s never made those sounds before and it got me so fucking hard thinking of her making them for such a thick, massive cock.

So, after successfully watching my cock grow and grow and grow I had to grab it and start stroking. I had no intention of actually jerking off because I was on my way to work but I couldn’t NOT masturbate at that point. I grabbed my dick and started stroking, thinking that this must be what its like to be a true cuckold because I’m still pining after my ex-wife after she’s divorced me and married someone else.

After masturbating to success and cumming in my boxer briefs I sat there, woozy for a moment with my dick spent and my cuckold self awareness setting in. I’m getting hard just thinking about it.

I always wonder if people who are actually into cuckolding call it that, or what percentage of cuckold relationships call it that. Do they sit around and ask to be cuckolded or tell each other, “hey, do you want to be cuckolded tonight?”
I assume its more of a humiliation thing, where the wife or girlfriend refers to their partner as a cuckold.

”How’s my little cuckold doing?”
“How is your little peeny doing, cucky?”
”Are you going to be tugging on your little masturbation stick while I’m getting fucked tonight, cuckold?”

The other night I masturbated to my wife fucking various people or teasing me four different times. I woke up and each time I woke up I figured I might as well masturbate to get back to sleep. Each time the cum felt much less and the feeling was slightly diminished but it knocked me out. I’ve even written down a few ideas of some erotica I want to write in honor of my ex-wife. It’s giving me a lot of inspiration, like an XXX rated muse.