Girl Waiting For The Bus

I'm in a stand off between epically and passively horny. The last little bit has been kind of hectic so I've had next to no time to write anything, well that combined with something else that's been occupying most of my free time the lack of motivation and time has really put a halt on my development of this site. Ah well, round and round we go. Back to the horniness though.
So the lack of free time is one thing, but the other thing that has been taking up my time has been causing fanatical masturbation nightly on my part. Now I typically masturbate every night anyway as it really helps me get into a deep sleep post orgasm. I fall asleep within 2-3 minutes usually and sleep soundly, but it's been amped up a bit with the discovery of Grok's ability to create kind of an infinite scroll of pornography based on nearly any prompt I want.
At first I was attempting to use it to create some Hucow transformation images but AI is kind of like talking to an idiot as it is very literal and doesn't know what anything is, especially not niche things like Hucow transformation pictures. So, that idea kind of went to the wayside quickly but I still used to to create other images and started a DeviantArt page and was regularly uploading stuff there and kind of gaining a bit of a following based on what I was creating.
The funny thing is that at first I was just looking to create things based on my imagination and see what it could come up with and most of the time it automatically pushed everything into an overtly sexual manner even so far as to pushing it extremely sexual with nudity that wasn't prompted. I was even able to create cartoon characters with fully exposed vaginas and even unshaved exposed vaginas. There was one image that was able to create an Anthro cow and bull with a huge bull cock. I was obsessed.

And then DeviantArt closed my account for posting something, which it never told me what it was. I think I posted pornography that wasn't categorized as pornography so it made its way to the main page. Oops. Weird that I didn't even get a warning but nope, straight to jail. So I shifted, but not completely. I still needed/wanted something to jerk off to every night but I also didn't want to look at strictly other people's cartoon porn, which is how I started making Grok create realistic images of partially nude women.
All I did was feed the prompt, typically hair color and body type, breast size, etc. Grok mainly was feeding me Asian women, which I like but I'm not as attracted to Asian women as some of the horny male community is. I wanted to jerk off to white women.
Now, there isn't anything saying I only find white women attractive, its just a preference. There are plenty of non-white women I find attractive just for this particular exercise where Grok creates randomized features I find that it hits what I find attractive in white women more so then when it creates randomized features of other ethnicities.

So I continued my nightly masturbation to some very realistic looking women. It was basically pornography customized to what I wanted.
I'll stipulate that it's not a completely easy thing to do. Yes, it's easy to get Grok to create nude women but it's only breasts and ass that it will show. You cannot get a realistic woman to show genitals or an anus with Grok, or at least I haven't. There also is a generic "infinite scroll" term that is used but it's not infinite and stops after so many images are generated. What I would do is create a prompt, scroll or tweak the prompt based on what it gave me and continue to do so until the image limit was hit. Then I would scroll back up and jerk off until I orgasm and save the few images that were especially appealing.

So the header image is one of my creations. A girl waiting for a bus with the idea that her clothes were suddenly removed by some kind of magic event. She's standing on the side of the road with a semi shocked expression, although I could never get the expression to look exactly how I wanted as Grok would constantly make it either extreme or tame.
The girl is covering her small breasts. I keep going back and forth between the creations having large breasts, like DD and bigger but not anime cartoonish and massive to having barely there bee stings. Although Grok doesn't do a AA cup that well so small breasts are as good as it gets.
She's naked but the image is only from the waist up. Trying to get Grok to create a full body view is quite annoying and despite multiple prompts of head to toe or full view it's constantly giving back waist up shots, probably due to the nudity although in the early prompts I never requested nudity I just didn't describe the clothing and it automatically went with nude.

So my thought was that I could use some of these images that I create as inspiration for some erotica. I've recently got a few reads on some of my erotica books on Amazon, which is nice. Nothing substantial but I believe I've actually had someone purchase one of them and the rest are Kindle Unlimited reads. Either way I've made like, almost $3. So yeah, nearly enough for a cheeseburger on the new McDonald's $4 menu.

My thought with this girl was going to be something along the lines of a man (because, yes of course it would be a man who would think of this type of stuff) gets this ability to make women lose their clothes or have their clothes disappear and he's driving along and just snaps off randomly any attractive woman he finds. He gets to enjoy their reaction as they scream and shriek and try to cover themselves not knowing what happened. Maybe eventually he starts jerking off while doing it. Maybe eventually he starts walking and doing it just to observe closer. Maybe eventually he offers to help. It, of course, has the opportunity to go a bit dark as a non consensual type of story. It was just an intriguing thought.

That's where I'm at currently. Hoping to get back into writing and being a bit more consistent again, at least back to the once a week now that the holiday season is nearly finished. Seeing the reads go up on my erotica is encouraging after a couple of months with barely nothing, and I'm a creature who needs that kind of stimulant to keep going.

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