How gay is it to wonder if you’re more attracted to women with dick’s than naturally born women?  I’m sitting here and thinking about how I’ve always been obsessed with women and I’m also obsessed with cock, but not as much for men.  Yeah I love kissing men but that’s just because I love kissing in general.  The sexual passion with a man and wanting a man (or seeing a man on the street and thinking that I’d like to fuck them) isn’t as present, or is completely gone.  

Being bisexual I’m at the confident conclusion that I prefer women by a wide margin over men.  Yes, men might give me that dirty feeling of being fucked and sucking their dicks, but when given the choice of being a dirty cockslut or doing anything sexual with a woman I would choose being with a woman every time.  That isn’t even to say I would rather be in women’s company over men a majority of the time anyways, but that could be skewed one way or the other so we’ll leave that out.

So then I started thinking, what about chicks with dicks?  If I had the choice between being with a naturally born woman and being with a trans woman, which would I choose?

The very first thought that went into my head was that I think I’d like to be with a trans woman instead of a naturally born woman.  (I hope the term “naturally born woman” isn’t offensive.  I think the popular term is CIS woman, or cisgender woman, but I’m not really that up in the lingo so I’m using the spelled out definition).  A transwoman is the best of both worlds (well, if she still has her dick anyways), why would I not want them over a woman without a dick?

There are differences, of course.  The most obvious is that a pussy is a much more sensual penetration than an asshole.  I’m also very switch-y with women while with men I’m a clear cut submissive/bottom/beta/whatever you want to call it.  I don’t know whether, as described by my interest in men, I’m submissive to men or just submissive to cock.  If I were with a transwoman I’d feel more inclined to be an on-my-knees, cock-sucking, submissive-cockslut due to the presence of that throbbing phallus between their legs.  

The more thought I put into it the higher natural born women are rising vs transwomen, but I can’t decide easily.  There’s a lot of thought that I need to put into it and even then I don’t think it’s something I would be able to definitively say with confidence.

With a natural born woman I would miss her pussy too much.  The wetness.  The soft, slick feeling of pushing into her and the way she inhales sharply as I slide all the way in.  And I love how a woman can wrap her legs around my waist and squeeze while I’m fucking her.  I’m not sure if it would work the same with a transwoman but my mind can’t work around the logistics.

A transwoman has so many possibilities though.  She would be beautiful and soft, nice tits and a great body but with a thick, delicious cock I could gag on while she played with my hair (yes, I’ve realized through my life sucking men’s cocks that I’m a bit of a size queen.  Actually, I’m very much a size queen.  I really prefer men with massive dicks).

So here I am, stuck in my conclusion if I would rather be with a naturally born woman or a transwoman.  In all honesty, if forced to make the decision, I think I could very well pick a transwoman, but I guess I’m also thinking that in a very horny manner right now.  I want to pick the transwoman because I want her cock and her body all at once.  I want a woman with nice tits and a pretty face to fuck me in the ass and feel as I squeeze around her cock.  Her real cock, one of flesh and fluids.

In attraction, arousal, horniness I believe I’m more physically attracted to a beautiful transwoman than a hot as fuck naturally born woman.  No matter how many times I keep thinking of it and trying to go back and give a naturally born woman more favor, I can’t deny how hard I get thinking of a beautiful woman with a huge cock.  That’s the reason I started writing this post.  I wanted to see if my hard-on was just because I was horny and if I could reason it away.  Turns out I really can’t.

I’d much rather find myself on my knees choking on a thick cock as her panties are pulled aside.  She would have me suck her balls and then pull her ass cheeks apart and tell me to tongue her ass while I stroked my dick.  Afterwards, when her ass was nice and wet from my saliva, we’d take turns fucking each other.  

She would have me lay on my back and hold my ankles as she forced her way into my ass, so I could look at her pretty face and tits as she fucked me.  

I would fuck her from behind.  Her limp, spent dick flopping underneath her as I held onto her hips and forced my way into her sweet asshole.

By the end both of us would be leaking each other’s cum.  We would be grinding against each other’s body and teasing each other’s limp dicks.  Our lips would kiss and I would play with her beautiful tits.  She would squeeze my cock and make me whimper, then tell me to suck her off again as she laid there and relished the slow, soft sucking of her dick.

With a woman, a natural woman, it would be similar only I’d fuck her and she would not have any large, phallic member for me to indulge myself with.  I’d love her tits and her pussy and ass.  I’d lick her asshole and tongue her cunt until she orgasmed.  It would all be amazing and I would love it nearly just as much as I would with a transwoman, but she would be lacking that one thing that would make me whimper and fall instantly to my knees.  That hypnotizing cock that makes my mouth water and makes me so fucking horny.  That thing I feel like I’m almost addicted to.  Combine that with a beautiful woman and I’m unable to resist.