To Be A Cuckold
My penis puffed up full in my hand and I continued stroking faster.  In my fantasy, with my eyes closed as I lay naked in my bed I was imagining her slowly running her hand up and down my penis.  The same as she used to do in her lazy, almost clumsy way that I could tell she didn’t want to do it at all but felt obligated because I didn’t complain about her fucking other men.   “I’m going to be the last pussy you ever enter,” she said to me.

Do you have a cuckold fetish that makes you cum or do you actually want to be a cuckold?  The thought of your wife fucking other men, or one specific other man, on a regular basis, nightly even, gets your hand down between your legs to grab your little penis that is so unsatisfying to her that she has to stray.  If your wife was actually on another man’s cock though, would you like that?  What if it went on for weeks, or months, or years?  Is this a fantasy that you don’t ever want to end?

Does being a #cuckold ever end?  What’s the final stage of being cucked?  Of course I know it can go on forever.  The wife continues fucking other men, or the same man that isn’t you, and you continue on not fucking your wife, not seeing your wife naked, not groping your wife.  None of it.  That can last forever, but what if your wife is no longer your wife?  Have you been successfully cuckolded?  Is that now permanent?

My wife divorced me a few years ago.  She cheated on me by fucking a co-worker for months behind my back and made me a bonafide cuckold.  The thing is, when she told me I wasn’t angry or upset but I was turned on.  I wanted to hear more about her encounters with her co-worker and to hear what he said to her or what she enjoyed about him.  While she was telling me these things I wanted her to jerk me off.  Being a cuckold was so natural and I didn’t even realize it was something I wanted.  

So, she cheated on me and then told me about it remorsefully but I was so turned on by it I told her to keep doing it.  She was reluctant at first and thought it was strange that I wanted her to keep fucking another man but she found him attractive and charming and was so relieved that I wasn’t mad that she didn’t question anything.  

Can a cuckold volunteer to be a cuckold?

Can a cuckold be a cuckold and still have regular access to his wife’s pussy, tits, and ass?

My wife, my ex-wife, had some form of physical sexual interaction with at least 5 different men while we were married.  I believe she kissed and possibly did more with another man but she would never admit to it as she was alone with him against the side of a house at a party at night.  I like to fantasize that she gave him a blowjob, jerked him off while making out with him, or even hiked her dress up and allowed him to fuck her bareback against the house.  I’ve cum to that fantasy many, many times.  At the end of it one of the men she was fucking, the last one, she ended up wanting to be in a relationship with more than she wanted to be in a relationship with me.  Is that not the definition of being cuckolded?

Is being left for another man and getting a divorce because your wife no longer wants to be married to you so she can be married to another man and fuck him regularly without fear of another man touching her not the definition of being a cuckold?  

When a cuckold loses his wife, when they’re divorced and she’s moved onto another man, is he still a cuckold?  Does that make him a permanent cuckold or is he a former cuckold?  I’m asking this because I’m in this situation and I’ve been wondering where that leaves me.  

Moreso, I’ve been jerking off to pictures of my ex-wife every night for a couple of weeks now.  Some are of her in lingerie that she took for other men when we were still married.  Some are of her in sexy clothes she bought for other men to go out on dates with.  Most of the pictures I took for her.  I’ve been jerking off to these pictures every night until last night, when I masturbated in bed without pictures.  I just wanted to lay down and I figured I could just imagine her and cum to one of my fantasies I’ve developed over the years, but instead a new one came to mind.  My wife, ex-wife, was in her wedding dress lying next to me in bed. It wasn’t the dress when we were married but her new wedding dress, the one that she looks elegant and beautiful in that gives me an erection every time I see her in it.  She was lying next to me and stroking my penis as she used to do when she had stopped allowing me to penetrate her and only gave me lazy handjobs after the man she was fucking at the time had went home.  This was my fantasy that came from my mind as I laid in bed last night and conjured it up out of the blue, but somehow she took over.  

“You’re not allowed to have sex,” she said in my mind.

My penis puffed up full in my hand and I continued stroking faster.  In my fantasy, with my eyes closed as I lay naked in my bed I was imagining her slowly running her hand up and down my penis.  The same as she used to do in her lazy, almost clumsy way that I could tell she didn’t want to do it at all but felt obligated because I didn’t complain about her fucking other men.  

“I’m going to be the last pussy you ever enter,” she said to me.

She doesn’t know I’ve fucked 3 other women since we’ve last had sex.  I don’t even really think she acknowledges that, in her mind, she was the last person I had sex with and it was over 7 years ago.  Honestly, I don’t think she thinks of me as someone who has sex anymore so the thought of me going 7 years without sex isn’t even a consideration to her, but as far as she knows she was the last person I’ve ever had my penis inside of and it was going to stay that way.

I could hear her voice in my head.  She wouldn’t have spoken seductively or in a sultry manner.  There would be no close whispering to make my penis twitch or jump.  The words would be spoken as if she were a little drunk.  A little crazy.  A little bit on a power trip with some force and demand behind the tone.  It wasn’t a question or a request, it was what she wanted and I was going to give it to her without protest.

“I’m going to be the last woman you ever fuck.  You’re going to be pussy free for the rest of your life.”

Where did these words come from?  This was not what I had intended when I laid down to jerk off thinking of my ex-wife.  I was going to picture her in her lingerie and possibly sucking someone’s cock on her knees in her wedding dress.  This scenario was not part of the plan and I didn’t know how I got there.

There wasn’t much time left before I exploded.  My mind went into a blur.  The only thing that was pushing me forward was what this version of my wife I conjured up in my head was saying.  

“You only want my hand pussy.”

“I control when you cum.”

“Your penis belongs to me.”

“I own your orgasms forever.”

“You will never be with another woman again, right?”

This is where I moaned her name as I grabbed my balled up pair of boxer briefs and shot my load of cum into it.  My voice was heavy and stretched thin, but I muttered her name through panting breaths and laid limp when I squeezed the last shudder from my shaft.  I nearly fell asleep I had been so spent.

This is something a cuckold would do.  Not just someone with a cuckold fetish, but an actual cuckold who wants to be a cuckold even when they aren’t being cuckolded anymore.  He would conjure up a fantasy where his ex-wife still will not allow him to fuck other women because he belongs to her even though she no longer belongs to him.  This fantasy would be in the back of his mind waiting to come out and it would give him an extremely intense orgasm.  The next day he would think about it and cum again in his shorts as he typed out what happened in his blog.  He would actually consider this scenario a possibility, even if his ex-wife was never even told about it.

Maybe being a cuckold isn’t the act of being cuckolded and they’re separate entities?  A cuckold is a cuckold in their mind, while being cuckold might not ever happen to them.  While a non cuckold can be cuckolded, a cuckold might not ever be cuckolded.  But, from my experience anyways, once a cuckold has been cuckolded he’ll never be free of it.  He will always yearn for that feeling of his wife, his ex-wife, dismissing his manhood as a chore while she gloriously rides another man’s cock.  He will imagine her sexually satisfied, something he was never able to do for her.  He will vow his orgasms to her, and only her, as he jerks off each night to the thought of her being fucked by other men or, at best, lazily stroking his penis until he spurts his orgasm while promising fidelity to her and her alone.

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